the cute skinny girl.
i actually love acting like the cute skinny girl even if i’m not skinny yet. it makes me feel like i’m training for who i really want to be.
i love refusing food, love convicing myself that i’m full, not finishing my meal and being said that i don’t eat much. i love drinking so much water, not wasting time to eat, having a few bites and feeling satisfied. i’m in love with the feeling of emptiness. i love being hungry. i love touching my body while it shrinks. i love becoming lighter and lighter. i’m in love with the thought of being skinny.
